World is endearing
Decarabia is always so gentle. She is pleasant to talk with and is so beautiful. We talked about life overall and how everything goes as we had no communication for a while, plus about what melons would she prefer. Came back to demonolatry after a year. Today i also got a necklace with her sigil, it's lovely. All the words feels lovely. I remembered Decarabia when watched the flinches catching flies before their sleep. In the past i didn't like flinches much because i considered them too noisy, but now i find them endearing. There is something magical in their flight and communication.
As i started my journey as amateur naturalist nature in general became something more than just pretty sights around. My life got meaning - to study life through watching, photography and books. Mostly i am an entomologist, but birds and plants are my secondary areas of interest. Boredom is no more as mornings start with me coming in the field full of flowers at the rivershore. It's a true paradise for all the bugs and birds from butterflies to dragonflies to sparrows to crows and rarely falcons. Maybe will also explore the dried lake area and will go see how the forest does. Wood pinks should go in bloom soon.
Hot day
Today is a +31 hellfire, tomorrow will be even worse :c. I decided to rebuild my website since it looked way too simple for me. I will draw a wallpaper later and some fun stuff to decorate the page and diary. So many plans are here in my head, i'm so excited for the day i'll finish the main page!
Weirdness and dreams
Stuff feels strange recently. I felt like my body is just a meat prison which i wished to escape from. Before that i only remember having a dream about a tall witch with long black hair who i asked to read me two books. One was "Goetia" with Astaroth's sigil on the cover and second one was "Theory of Death", but she didn't want to read it to me since as she said "A man who have rotted and he died miserably" wrote it. Don't know what it really means.
After we entered some building i noticed that some tall male figure followed us, but the door closed right before his face. This woman became quite gloomy and we waited for the elevator to come. I also couldn't see her face fully, only mouth with black matte lipstick while her eyes were covered by shadow.
Still working on the thing
I'm a little tired, but i like how everything goes. Hope to finish main page soon, though i don't know what to change there yet i feel like something is surely missing.
Also need to make an art gallery and about page. Coding is fun, not going to lie. Figuring out what goes where and will it ever work. Need to jearn javascript.